Wow! Life has been crazy good!
Here's some of an e-mail I wrote recently:
It's absurd to think how much God has blessed me. Another way that God has exposing my sin has been in showing that I have, to a degree, become jaded to love. I've been trying to think through how I've experienced love in the past what how I perceive it to be. Love is supposed to make us dance and sing and I think I've lost that idea of knowing that God's love isn't just his general disposition towards me, but something I am meant to enjoy. God's response to showing me that I don't understand his love has been to make me more aware of his love. God hasn't rebuked or punished me (as I might expect) by giving me times of difficulty so that I might learn to value his overt blessings more than I do now, but instead he has showered me with more love and shown it to me in more obvious ways. As I'm unable to decipher what love is instead of giving me something to contrast it with he's been overloading my system with love. Through so many means and people, God's blessings to me lately have been overt to the point that it's kind of absurd.
Here's some of an e-mail I wrote recently:
It's absurd to think how much God has blessed me. Another way that God has exposing my sin has been in showing that I have, to a degree, become jaded to love. I've been trying to think through how I've experienced love in the past what how I perceive it to be. Love is supposed to make us dance and sing and I think I've lost that idea of knowing that God's love isn't just his general disposition towards me, but something I am meant to enjoy. God's response to showing me that I don't understand his love has been to make me more aware of his love. God hasn't rebuked or punished me (as I might expect) by giving me times of difficulty so that I might learn to value his overt blessings more than I do now, but instead he has showered me with more love and shown it to me in more obvious ways. As I'm unable to decipher what love is instead of giving me something to contrast it with he's been overloading my system with love. Through so many means and people, God's blessings to me lately have been overt to the point that it's kind of absurd.